There used to be days that I thought I was okay, or at least that I was going to be. We'd be hanging out somewhere and everything would just fit right and I would think 'it will be okay if it can just be like this forever' but of course nothing can ever stay just how it is forever.
Nina LaCour
I don't want to hurt you or anybody so please forget about me. Just try. Find yourself a better friend.
friendship hurt suicide
friendship suicide forever
You might be looking for reasons but there are no reasons.
friendship regret reason suicide
How it's so easy for her to not feel anything at all, to be just completely gone, to not be around to see how fucked up she's made me. She got to disappear completely and I feel like I'm about to combust.
friendship regret suicide
I was so blinded by her talent that I didn't recognize the tremendous pain behind her work. She gave me hundreds of images, so many chances to see that she was in trouble. I failed her.
This is what I want so don't be sad.
friendship regret sad suicide
That's what friends do: they notice things. They're there for each other. They see what parents don't.
friendship
Dear today, i spend all of you pretending i'm okay when i'm not, pretending i'm happy when i'm not, pretending about everything to everyone.
happiness letters pretending
It was the moment I realized what music can do to people, how it can make you hurt and feel so good all at once.
music inspirational power-of-music good hurt
I imagine what would happen if everyone turned their regrets into wishes, went around shouting them.
inspiration wishes regrets
It isn't the happy ending Ingrid and I had dreamed up, but it's all a part of what I'm working through. The way life changes. The way people and things disappear. Then appear, unexpectedly, and hold you close.
inspiration life change people happy-ending
My room is so quiet and empty it hurts.
lost sad suicide
This was me before I knew about anything hard, when my whole life was packed lunches and art projects and spelling quizzes.
innocence memories childhood
The sun stopped shining for me is all. The whole story is: I am sad. I am sad all the time and the sadness is so heavy that I can't get away from it. Not ever.
depression
The first time she carved something into her skin, she used the sharp tip of an X-Acto knife. She lifted up her shirt to show me after the cuts had scabbed over. She had scrawled F*** YOU on her stomach. I stood quiet for a moment, feeling the breath get knocked out of me. I should have grabbed her arm and taken her straight to the nurse's office, into that small room with two cots covered in paper sheets and the sweet, stale medicinal smell.I should have lifted Ingrid's shirt to show the cuts., I would've said to the nurse at her little desk, eyeglasses perched on her pointed nose.. Ingrid giggled, and I tried to ignore the feeling that something good between us was changing.</em>
friends cutting
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