Life was hard, so she cut. Life was still hard, so she gave up. Stupid girl they said, but they couldn't understand. What she was thinking, what was going through that little girl's mind. What could make her want to disappear forever?But she didn't need them to understand, all she needed was to get away. Away from the loneliness, away from the fears, to a better place.A place she could call home, a place to feel safe. Heaven.
I honestly wish I could believe that things will end perfectly with one big bright happy ending. But these last few days have taught me that life isn't made up of shiny moments. Life is hard; it's gritty. One day you are filled with joy and the next, you are crawling through the muddy trenches with no inkling of when you might be able to climb your way back up again. ~Willow Mosby (Exposing ELE)