After my first<br/>I built this suit of armor<br/>So strong, so invulnerable.<br/>I came across you.<br/>Slowly my guard was let down. <br/>So, so vulnerable to pain and despair.<br/>A love so perfect, so beautiful <br/>Was the double edged sword.<br/>One side so sweet<br/>So dull of worry<br/>So full of love.<br/>The other so sharp of worry<br/>So deadly with confusion<br/>So overcome of aberrancy.<br/>They meet at the apex.<br/>The sword was the only thing,<br/>The only thing to pierce through the armor.<br/>Through the mind, the soul, the heart<br/>The sword tears a hole<br/>The sharpest of sides is numb to pain,<br/>The dull side brings a pain.<br/>A pain so excruciating <br/>the pain unreal the suffering so great.<br/>This side pierces the mind, the soul, the heart..<br/>The wound lasting and irreparable.<br/>A pain never to leave.<br/>A pain that allows you to live but in turn<br/>It kills the mind, the soul, the heart<br/>A pain that may lie dormant<br/>Only to arise and hurt more than it ever did.<br/>But through all doubt and suffering<br/>The love was worth the pain.<br/>The love so perfect so beautiful.<br/>Was worth the pain<br/>Was worth the death of me <br/>Was worth losing everything I ever had.<br/>Even if it was you that I lost.
This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.
Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.
Well, nowIf little by little you stop loving meI shall stop loving youLittle by littleIf suddenly you forget meDo not look for meFor I shall already have forgotten youIf you think it long and mad the wind of banners that passes through my lifeAnd you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have rootsRememberThat on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my armsAnd my roots will set off to seek another land