By the external appearance of your knowledge, you have attained (high) ranks and reverence with the people! So seek with Allah higher ranks and closeness by virtue of your hidden good deeds. And know that these two ranks, one cancels out the other.
When you feel life at crossroads, you need higher perspective view.
Man will never reach the higher wisdom, If he can't yet accept the pain of change.
God created many races wilier than men. But it doesn't mean angels higher than us.