As the light begins to intensify, so does my misery, and I wonder how it is possible to hurt so much when nothing is wrong.
Tabitha Suzuma
But whichever form it took it brought with it, in those moments of bitter anguish, such a desperate surge of hope that it was almost untouchable, and flitted away like a golden butterfly into the bright blue sky - beautiful, unreachable and completely transistent.
depression hope anguish
I mean, at the end of the day, what the hell does it matter who I end up with if it can't be you?
heartbreak hope
At what point do you give up - decide enough is enough? There is only one answer really. Never.
forbidden hope
At the end of the day it's about how much you can bear, how much you can endure. Being together, we harm nobody; being apart, we extinguish ourselves.
endurance separation forbidden
hurt bhie forbidden
How can something so wrong feel so right?
I might appear confident and chatty, but I spend most of my time laughing at jokes I don't find funny, saying things I don't really mean - because at the end of the day that's what we're all trying to do: fit in, one way or another, desperately trying to pretend we're all the same.
bhie forbidden
How-how can we make it against the whole world?
The sight of such aching beauty would infuse his soul with pain.
pain beauty soul depression sadness
They say that depression makes you see everything in a negative light. I disagree. It makes you see things for what they are. It makes you take off the fucking rose-tinted glasses and look around and see the world as it really is- cruel, harsh and unfair. It makes you see people in their true colours- stupid, shallow and self-absorbed. All that ridiculous optimism, all that carpe diem and life-is-what-you-make-of-it. Words, jsut empty words in an attempt to give meaning to an existence taht is both doomed and futile.
depression
It's always nice being wanted. Even if it's by the wrong person.
desire
Out of the millions and millions of people that inhabit this planet, he is one of the tiny few I can never have.
heartbreak forbidden
.. And my loneliness, always my loneliness - that airless bubble of despair that is slowing stifling me.
loneliness
They say when you really love someone, you should be willing to set them free. So that is what I am doing. I will step back and you will move on. I will let you go... Your happiness means everything to me. I will listen for your voice in the distance. I will look at the moon. I will keep you in my pocket. I will carry your smile with me everywhere, like a warm and comforting glow.
letting-go
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